The testimony of Lee Strobel. Former editor for the Chicago Tribune, host of the TV show Faith Under Fire, and author.
“For most of my life I was an atheist. I thought the idea of an all-loving, all-powerful creator of the universe–I thought it was stupid. I mean, my background is in journalism and law. I tend to be a skeptical person. I was the legal editor of the Chicago Tribune. So I needed evidence before I’d believe anything.
One day my wife came up to me–she’d been agnostic–and she said after a period of spiritual investigation she had decided to become a follower of Jesus Christ. And I thought, you know, this is the worst possible news I could get. I thought she was going to turn into some sexually repressed prude who was going to spend all her time serving the poor in skid row somewhere. I thought this was the end of our marriage.
But in the ensuing months, I saw positive changes in her values, in her character, in the way she related to me and the children. It was winsome; and it was attractive; and it made me want to check things out. So I went to church one day, ah, mainly to see if I could get her out of this cult that she had gotten involved in.
But I heard the message of Jesus articulated for the first time in a way that I could understand it. That forgiveness is a free gift, and that Jesus Christ died for our sins, that we might spend eternity with Him. And I walked out saying–I was still an atheist–but also saying, “If this is true, this has huge implications for my life.” And so I used my journalism training and legal training to begin an investigation into whether there was any credibility to Christianity or to any other world faith system for that matter.
I did that for a year and nine months until November the 8th of 1991, and on that day I realized that, in light of the torrent of evidence flowing in the direction of the truth of Christianity, it would require more faith for me to maintain my atheism than to become a Christian. Because to be an atheist I would have to swim upstream against this torrent of evidence pointing toward the truth of Jesus Christ. And I couldn’t do that. I was trained in journalism and law to respond to truth. And so on that day, I received Jesus Christ as my forgiver, and as my leader.
And, just like with my wife, my life began to change. Over time my values, my character, the purpose of my life began to be transformed over time in a way that, as I look back, I can’t imagine staying on the path I was on compared to the adventure and the fulfillment and the joy of following Jesus Christ.”
Many of us have made similar journeys to Our Precious Lord. It is a relief to find Truth in Christ with the help of a great and honest preacher/teacher, a supportive and warm congregation and such texts as Harper Collins Study Bible, NRSV and another favorite Life Application Study Bible, KJV. And too, at my age of 65 I must be honest, I’ve always heard Christ calling me, though his calls were usually cast aside. But Christ has always been in my presence, even while being negligent, stubborn, foolish, doubtful, lost. But also while successful, happily married, proud to be a parent and grandparent, happy, content, healthy.
And now, with some actual hearing loss, I most certainly hear and feel his warm, gentle, genuine and loving self, always.He’s never far away, and has been by my side all along, though I am very much a Work In Progress. Why He has not given up on me is a wonder but a true blessing! Thank You Lord and Savior, Amen. Simply, thank you Jesus for being by my side, Amen!